okay.i know i have not blogged for long cause i have lately been busy with school and schoolwork too.OH MY GOSH!okay.i am updating for the week before.because sarahfoo did not want to do the dance and it was a LAST MINUTE THING! I just have to do it with nicolette and samantha.it's like so bullshit cause it's like i can't even remember the steps.nevermind about that but it was already like friday24.2.06 and the dance for Canossian Saints Day was the next Tuesday28.2.06!so how am i like gonna learnt the dance?so i had to stay back and learnt it.then on Monday again.and on monday i still could not fully remember the steps.How?i don't know.i don't know but just try and see if you can remember a dance step in like 1day?i don't think so right.so on tuesday i had to come to school like about 6.15am with nic and sam.we bunned our hair and all then we went to meet vanessa.we tried dancing on the red carpet to test it out.Then Vanessa sought of was looking at me cause i was the only one who was not sure of the steps.then she said that just try to remember.no choice.she kept on saying this to me and telling me stuffs.i tell you i was so damn fucking pissed and stressed.i was at the point of time where i was about to tell someone"you know what,iu learnt this dance in 1 maybe 2 days.and u want me to fucking remember the steps when i am not even sure of it.and last minute then come and tell me that i need to dance.what are u doing la."then i kept it to myself.luckily i had self control.arhg.so i went to tell nicolette this and i suddenly just cried.cause i was so pressurised.the whole school is going to watch you dance.my gosh.okay.so vanessa being a good senior told nicolette to teach me that particular part and let me try and remember myself.so after much effort i finally remembered it!!i was so proud of myself.haha.FINALLY,the time came,and i was about to forget my steps but whatever.we can't practice anymore.so i just went out there and DANCED and praise God with my dancing.AND...guess what.i actually remembered everything!i was so happy with myself.oh my gosh.i was sweating like mad.haha.i thanked God for helping me remember my steps.i bet He knows what i was going through.Anyway,this will be the first and last time i am going to do this.Nicolette my dear Bambi*laughs*gave my a lift home.so sweet then i do not have to walk up the hill with my bun.eee.okay.so everything kinda went well.
-this will be the last.
